i just met up with a couple of friends for coffee today...and i was speechless literally. i was at a loss to add anything to our conversation, or rather their conversation. It was weird. and unnerving. kind of like you're losing touch with normal things in life like coffee, meaningless but funny conversations, long and meaningful conversations, catching up, driving, traffic and life in general.

Living in a remote corner of gujarat has truly made the world isolated for me. true, there is always something i can do about it but self-motivation in a place that can be quite depressing st times is a terriblly flailing thing. whatever it be, i realised i either needed to move about continously if i'm going to stick it out at the job or that i have to quit and find a another career for myself.

its truly scary when you are there but still are not. i mean, when you're out of conversation skills...it can be truly freaky...or maybe it was just today..i dunno lets see...maybe this break of mine will re-introduce me to civilization and the ways of the city again:) lets hope!!!